My name is Mercedes. Sadie for short. So I'm here because I've tried mostly everything else, and I do all I can to help myself, I believe. I've been suicidal for a very long time. And I've been cutting for even longer. I've been in therapy for years and I got put into a mental facility about a year ago. I attempted suicide twice and almost succeeded not too long ago. I have a very visible scar on my wrist. I suffer from severe depression, social anxiety disorder, general anxiety disorder, I did have some OCD but I got that under control, I'm on three different medication and on very high doses. I am very dependent on other people, I can't really take care of myself very well. My mom is afraid for my future. I've gotten into some trouble this year also, so I'm not doing so well and I can't seem to pull myself out of this mess. I don't have any friends that live where I live. I'm very lonely. People have left me. It causes a lot of my depression. Plus I have very low self-esteem. I'm homeschooled because people at school made fun of me and were horrible to me. So I'm very alone, I only have my mom. This is the brutal truth, well most of it. I really need help, well more help.