Alright, for those who don't know (which I'm sure is most of you), I am a musician. This is a song I wrote about dealing with relationships and having to factor in the whole bipolar issue.

For any of you who have done it....it is rough....so hopefully you can identify with it. 

A song for my last blog
Current mood: Still creative!

"November Tragedy (Fighting the Flashes)"
How can I honestly say
These straight-faced confessions
Filling the rim
With useless obesessions
I sat there, fetal
Watching flies making circles
Fighting the flashes
Of my face turning purple
I get so jumbled
My words become foreign
The days that ensue are nothing short of boring
I've only let myself see the rain that's been pouring
I want to see the sun that I've been ignoring

And all of the tragedies just can't compare
To the polar extreme some really do care
About my apathy of life that I flaunt
I some really care, but some don't...

So I wade through the tunnels
Of sadness and despair
Just to find myself shaking
From November's cool air
Let's recite the poetry that spills
Like wine from my pen
I'll scream out "Good job!"
And we'll do it again
Everyday I swallow
Two Lithium Carbonate
It can only do so much
I'm still the person I hate
So stop all my crying
You said you'd be here
You're somewhere in Seattle
And you're definitely not near...

(chorus)