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Stories That Started It All

Lee-Ann, 20, Surrey

Suffering from severe Anxiety, Depression, Panic Attacks, and mild OCD from the age of 14, I went into therapy and was taking anti-depressants. I wasn't at school for a year and had to return step by step.

To begin with I was seeing Psychiatrists, Psychotherapists and Psychologists. They gave me coping strategies which I put into place to get back into school. It helped alot. When I relapsed, however, I found that it didn't help. I began a course of Hypnotherapy, which I couldn't recommend highly enough.

Feeling depressed was lonely and horrible and nasty. My friends didn't understand. But the anxiety was worse. I couldn't explain to friends why I felt anxious. I just did. The symptoms were awful; the need to use the toilet, fast, shallow breathing, dizziness, sickness, sweating, feeling hot and flustered. But I learnt coping strategies from my therapists and realised that if I didn't face it I would remain in my house forever. The only way to fight it is to take it on. Push yourself. Don't hide and take the easy way out. In the long run you'll be more unhappy.

Now, although I sometimes feel down or anxious, I know how to cope and I know when I am taking too much on. I am happy and feel stronger through my experiences. It's just a case of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

Finally, speak up, and don't let stigma or mental illness hold you back!

 

-Lee-Ann, 20, Surrey

Comments

 

joe said:

What finally got you back to school.  How did you do it?

September 11, 2007 4:31 PM
 

JustThatGirlIGuess said:

how did you stay away from suicide? and from addictions?

September 20, 2007 3:08 PM
 

sofia said:

did you feel like your friends wouldnt listend because you were ashamed? thats how i feel. i was in a mental hospital for a little while and i didnt know if i could tell othere people i was soooo ashamed of it! i didnt know what to do i still dont know! im scared of what people will say i dont know if i caan take the pressuure anymore! I NEED HELP! or some advice do you have any?

August 2, 2008 12:56 AM

About Caitlin

Hey, all! I'm Caitlin. I'm 15 and, like many of you, didn't start 'living' until about 6 months ago, when I began treatment for the OCD I've had since I was a child. I enjoy photography, graphic design, web design, reading, and... neuroscience. I'm a geek in every sense of the word, but at least I'm happy. I decided to make this website partly for selfish reasons; I needed to prove I wasn't alone. So many sites out there are great, but not many are geared towards teens. I hope you all can find solace in knowing you're not alone. I know I have.
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